I surrender all Jesus....

Father... my prayer tonite... I want to surrender everything in my life to You Lord.. I longs to have a deeper relationship with You, I want to have a heart-to-heart conversation with You Lord. But I know, all these desires, its easy for You to give it to me, but You need me to entrust everything to You Lord. You wanted my whole attention, heart, life priority to be based upon You. I admit Father, it is hard for me to give up my control over my life, because then i would have to give up some things in my life.. I'm so afraid...But then I realised even if I try to, I will never control my life the way I want to..I thought I know whats the best in my life, but what I've been doing all these years were running in circles..

You said :

"Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you your heart’s desires. Commit everything you do to the LORD. Trust him, and he will help you. " psalms 37.4-5

"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."- Mathew 6.33

"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." - Jeremiah 29.11

Yes Lord! Your will is the best for me after all! But why U've been letting me to do whatever I wanted to these past years... what I can think of is, I can compared that Ur way is different from mine.. and Urs is better than mine Lord...

So that's it. take it over Lord. Take over my control tower, which is my mind. cleanse it with Ur blood, so that I will think only to please U. Take over my heart, guard it. stop me if I started to focus on other things that is not Ur will Lord. Teach me, guide me to walk in Ur ways. This is my prayer. Overshadow me, Holy Spirit. In Jesus' Name, Amen.