What happened was, when I was stalking, suddenly it crossed my mind to stalk someone... Someone that I removed from my frenlist a few months ago.. well, there's something happened between us, so I choosed to remove him in order for me to move on... But, now I'm curiosed again to see his newest updates, so I browse his name thru the search and 'Click' ! There u go! A new pic, with a gurl. (dunno if thats his gf though) Surprisingly, when i saw his profile, I didn't feel the pain that i experienced before. And even more, i see that he already becomes frens again with his ex... Even though sometimes u cant believe everything in FB, but I feel glad though... Maybe he's already changed and started to take the first step to move on, or maybe he still have hidden feelings towards her, I don't know, but still...It's good to see he's coming out from hiding (like the turtle hiding it's head in it's shell)..
I know its not easy to forget something that hurts us badly. Even during these months, I struggled everyday to forgive and forget. Not forget to mention all the tears, pain that I go thru. I've learned my lesson the hard way. I should never follow my emotions while conducting any decision. One decision today could decide ur tomorow.
"Just as good decisions can lead to success, bad ones can ultimately lead to defeat. - Linda Dougherty"
But not all experiences are bad. Some are good and it teaches me how to LISTEN, how to learn a new way to love others, which requires not only giving, but also sacrifies... and TRUE LOVE does teach me how to become a better person.
Maybe someday I will be add him as a fren in FB again....and when that happens, I will apologise to him properly... =)
