I Want...

I just came back from a hectic week.

Now, its time to get ready for the exam week...

Yeah right.

I should start my revision now. But my head seems cannot filled with stuffs other than this one.

In fact, Right now my heart is filled up with jealously. Seeing those excited, happy face, I can't help to feel envious to those people.

I know it's wrong. But I really wanted to go.

* whimper *

Gosh. I started it again.

Arghh!!!

I should forget it! "Accept the reality, go on with studying!" is what I said all the time, but this method doesn't appear effective to me.

AAAaaaHHHH!!! But i really wanted to go to that camp!!!! T_T

p/s : From here, i pray that everything scheduled for the church camp will be running smooth, as the campers will experience the power of God working through the campers, and hope u all enjoy as much as possible!

Nihon-Go Project Assignment (level one)

Finally... I finished and submitted my third language video assignment!

Honestly, this was my first video i ever made.

So, I'm kinda proud because i accepted a challenge and succeeded to make a video of my own (of course, without my group members, i will not able to finished this video in time. thanx guys!)

The video titled 'first step'. It might be boring, but I'm proud of it anyway! :)

Looking forward to make a more interesting video next year.

Although my lecturer commented that the plot was quite confusing, and might not creactive, but she said that we ( all of my group members ) talked very well despite of our level.

She even asked if anyone of us have learnt nihongo before.

So it makes me feel proud, and happy as well to receive such a compliment.

U know, since i'm at UiTM, there was very few times i accepted a sincere acknowledgement from someone. So, her words made me looking forward to next year nihongo class.

Minna-san, Gambatte kudasai! ^_^

Moving on.

Yesterday.

I kept hoping that i could go back to those times where i love fellowship and the thirst of being inside God's presence, whether while reading the bible, or during the prayer session.

Today.

After hearing a sermon from a pastor, i decided that today i will live a new life.

I don't want to keep on indulging inside the past memories, but i wanted to make a new memory.

A new heart to love God and follow God's desires.

A new faith that everyday i will hold to His promises and sees how He works through my life.

A grateful heart that will sing His love forevermore.

This is my new desire.

It doesn't means that i will forget my past.

I'll make them as a remembrance of how God's grace has brought to this place i am right now.